Sunday, May 08, 2005
080505
Signed my contract on Thu (050505..the HR gal told me it's an auspicious day...) finally...quite happy with the pay...and the terms...but it's for 2 years...so here i come.....XXX...Went for my observation placement with DY after that...ya ya..i know i have Elliott's paper on the very next day...my last paper of my uni life (for a degree lah)..yet i just don't wanna stay at home and await for its arrival...seems like waiting for death or somethin you know?...anyway, i always enjoy doing placements with DY...always learn alot...so no matter how much i prepare for it is never enough....Thanks DY for always willing to impart knowledge to me....you know what? DY, i think your name will go down S'pore Psych History (not too bad lah ah....you can be Wundt of S'pore)..haha
So....i went for my final paper on Fri...and it's raining damn..oops, i mean really heavy...it had been drought for the past week...not a drop of water...yet on Fri, it started pouring like nobody's business...Anyway, i wasn't feeling very well on that day..maybe because i did not catch a single wink on Thu night...so was feeling kind of giddy...the exams started promptly at 230..oh my God!!As usual, Elliott's paper's so abstract...dun really know what he wants and all the materials that i've memorized throughout the night simply just left my mind like tat...it took me 30 mins to try to recall bits and pieces of it...oh no...this is definitely not my best paper for Elliott..Argh...wat a way to end my uni life...Well, after the paper i thought my dear Honors classmates might throw the papers around, hug each other and cry about the ending of our undergraduate life...But alas, everybody just took their bags and left...and all my buddies have plans after the paper...i felt so diappointed and lonely...I mean, din we all agree to go out and celebrate after the paper???why is everybody leaving just like that???Talking about having friends for life in Uni huh...i think we're more like uni friends for classes...Sadly, went to rent some nice movies and spent the night alone eating dinner(nobody's at home too...Hello???)..What a way to end my uni life...
Prayer: "God, thank you for the past years, being with me through every exams, every semesters, every schools...I've survived 20 years of education...it's time for me to move on to the next phase of my life..I heard that good luck and bad luck comes in cycles of 10 years..wasn't very good for me when i was 10-19 years old...so should have good luck from 20-29 (which i'm starting to feel its presence already), so does that mean that i'll have bad luck when i'm 30-39??Oh no, is it going to affect my marriage and children??(that's provided i'm married by then..)...that's scary..anyway, I've learned quite abit of knowledge these years and i'm grateful for the chance..Btw, hope you can be with me tomorrow as i go through my Rites of Acceptance also?haha...Thanks God!"
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27 Dec'88
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