Tuesday, April 26, 2005
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Yawnz....I feel so tired....and has always been feeling tired these past few days...nope, it's not that i've been so hardworking that i skip my rest...the truth is that i've been sleeping all day long..just can't resist resting...take today for example. I woke up at 11, went to get breakfast and studied till 4..took a TV break till 6..studied till 7pm and i just can't take it anymore...went to bed (really went to bed and positioned myself in the way that i normally will when i'm ready to turn in for the night) and just woke up..i'm supposed to wake up at 740, i set my alarm clock on 740..but i just can't bring myself to get out of bed...oh no..plenty of things to memorise for Zora's paper on Thu and i'm not at all prepared...and i have another paper right after Zora's paper on Fri...HOW HOW????this time really die...i'm starting to panic already...and already i'm feeling i'm having a panic attack now.....=(
pressure pressure....my friends have all finished studying...i know it...and i bet they must have gone through their notes at least 5 times by now...especially C..think she'll do very well for this paper..not so sure about her rumored bf though...maybe not...he seems not very bright for this class...oh my god, i'm already running out of time and here i'm gossiping about others...God pls help me...
Prayer: "Lord, are you seeing and hearing me now? Are you feeling disappointed that right now i just want to sleep and have not put in my best for the coming papers? I guessed as much also..cause' i myself also disappointed with my lack of motivation these few days..Okie, i just got up from my nap..i'll drink lotsa of coke and red bull (though they contain high levels of flavorings and glucose) now and try to hang in there for at least another 4 days be4 my last paper on History...God, pls give me the strength to carry on...I really need you with me now. In the Name of the Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen"
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