Sunday, May 22, 2005
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Went through my rites of acceptance today at OLPS to become a catechumen...know what that is??Dunnoe?Go check it out in the dictionary people...the 1st part of the rites is for Father to call each and every one of us individually during the mass..I felt so touched when Father Luke called my name out loud during the mass to welcome me into the church...wow...it's not everyday you can have Father call your name out loud during the mass ya...can you imagine...everybody's sitting there looking at you...Then my sponser did the signing for me...it's not the signing of the book okie??...it's the signing of my senses with the cross...forehead, eyes, ears, mouth, shoulders, hands and the feet...yes, the feet...my sponser have to kneel down and touch my feet for the signing...touching rite? i mean, who the hell would do that...prob you wun even want to touch your own feet cause you know how dirty they are....then i was given the cross and a bible to carry it throughout my journey with the Lord...gosh...the whole atmosphere's just amazing...really emotional...when you hear the whole church clap for you after the rite, you'll be so touched..trust me..today's a really special and significant day for me...
Met Luciana's fiance today...okay...quite an ordinary guy but she's completely fallen head over heels over him....she's so much in love..oh my god!...she will never let him wait for her, she can't bear to fly over to him straight after the mass, and always so accomodating to him..her motto: "i'll go wherever he goes.." oh my goodness..she's so sweet rite??they're getting married this sept and she'll follow him back to Indo...i'll miss her...i really hope that she has made the right decision...it's really too much a gamble and risk for her...i cannot imagine what'll happen if her marriage does not work out....she'll be all alone in Indo...God, pls bless her happiness...
Had a talk with Imel...and i realised Love is such an amazing thing...Luciana's so crazy for her husband, while Imel's troubled about her "relationship" as well...the reason why i put it in inverted commas is because i'm not sure if it's a relationship after all...Okie, seems like she and this guy seems to think quite well of each other and there're sparks going on...but the sparks are dying off because none of them are doing anything about it...Imel wants to take it slowly (which i told her it's too slow already) while the guy's busy craving a career for himself and not very initiative when it comes to relationships ...that's why she wants to intro him to me...C'mon Imel, you think i'll take just anyone isit??Besides, you obviously still have a thing for him...so if you intro him to me, then if we happen to like each other and become a couple, won't you feel broken-hearted and realised you should not intro him to me in the 1st place??I've seen his photo...he's okie...kinda cute...but that's about all...i mean, to me, he's just an ordinary guy....but to her, he's someone special...so Imel, go for it!!!!!Go for the guy if you really like him..
Prayer: "Thank you Lord for inviting me to you House to listen to your Word...thank you for making the Rites of Acceptance possible today...all the sponsers and enquirers have worked hard to make these possible, but definitely not without your guidance...Being catechumens from today onwards, please shine your light and guide all of us to follow your Way and persevere in it...I ask this in the name of your son, Jesus Christ, Amen. In the name of the Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit."
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