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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
200405....just thank God for giving me an uneventful day yesterday and he took that away from me today.....1st I tried to change the date for my teaching interview..i can't...but i managed to change the time....Stupid rite??Dun they understand that i dun want to go for the interview anytime on the day???When they asked me why, i wanted to lie that i have a paper the day be4 the interview and on the day itself, so i needed the time to revise...but the interview's on Monday!!...then i just said i have exams on the day itself...and she allowed me to be the 1st interviewee..Sigh...i should just tell her i already have a job and thus no need to teach...Look what i've gotten myself into...
Next, my sup SG called me in the noon...Here's how our conversation went:
SG:"Hi KArE_frEe, can i talk to you for a min?"
K:" Sure, what's up?"
...sILENCE.....
SG:"eRM..Harlow??You still there??"
K: "yes....of course.."
...sILENCE aGAIN.....
SG:"just wondering if you've taken up the job at XXX?"
K:" Oh, yes i did!"
...sILENCE aGAIN aGAIN.....
...mORE sILENCE.....
K:"Hello, you still there? actually i'll be helping MC with the testing at XXX..you know.."
SG:"I see..."
...sILENCE aGAIN aGAIN aGAIN.....
SG:"Okie..alright then"
K:"SIr, you have anything you wanna tell me?"
SG:" nO, It's alright now.."
K:"alright, so bye!"
SG:"bye.."
As you can see, i'm so not used to talking to him over the phone...and apparently it's hard for him to breach what he wants to say...i know what he wants to say...but sorry Sir, i've disappoint you...4give me for not telling you be4 hand...i felt really bad after i hung up the call...i felt like betraying him....when i know that it's not the case.....Sorry Sir....Thank you sooooo much for all your guidance the past 2 yrs and the various opportunities and freedom that you've given over the research.....Oh, he msged me later in the evening to ask me to help him out after the exams.....guess i'll do that..even though i wanted that week to enjoy be4 i officially start work.....i think that'll be a good thing to do...at least for my conscience. I hope he'll allow my friend to work for him.....i know she's a responsible gal who can help him...
Prayer: "God, i know you must have planned this path for me..i'm not complaining...i just hope that whatever decisions i make, i do not hurt anyone, including myself...I know you're with me when i ruminate all the options i have..hence i do not feel that much of burden on me...Thank You! Thank you for the new Pope, may he serve your people with your teachings well...In the name of the Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen."
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