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Friday, July 07, 2006
07/07/2006
Sometimes i just wonder, am i a difficult person to understand or he's just plain dumb...
Today marks the 1 week we quarrelled, since last Fri. Well, to be exact, we didn't quarrel, it's just that i was angry with him, and i still am. And till now, he still doesn't know why i'm angry with him...it's hilarious..it felt like i'm getting angry with myself..And to date, he hasn't called me to apologise, and till he does, i'm just not going to talk to him..NEVER!
I feel like telling him that i'm angry with him because he doesn't know why i'm angry with him...Sounds unreasonable and sassy rite? Well, to be honest, i'm also not sure why i'm so angry with him..Perhaps, just perhaps..erm.. he means something to me..and my friends know that..
We went for a trip and he's totally different during the trip, like a completely different person...and after the trip, i just feel that i cannot communicate with him anymore..I can't seem to bring my ideas across to him, and there're things which he did that i totally cannot fathom..He says that he's confused and doesn't know what i want...Well, this will not be a problem if we're just friends, rite? And we're just friends...Okie, we're like more than friends but not yet a couple...and yet these tiffs are happening almost every week...God, can someone just help me out in this? This is not going to carry on like this, it just spoils the friendship...He told my friends that the reason why he hasn't called to apologise is because he wants me to cool down 1st, and i've decided that i'll take a lifetime to cool down..
Men just don't get it, especially HIM!!
Thursday, May 11, 2006
110506
Had a dinner with PW...Oh God, i really miss her very much...though we've only been classmates for the last yr of Uni, but i must say the 2 of us really connect. .I'ts like we know what goes on in each other's minds, w/o us saying it out..so i guess it really doesn't matter how long the friendship has been huh..
During the dinner, we talked about him...and almost like scripted, PW said what TJ & CH said to me 3 mths back...that he and i have a funny relationship...it's like we're more than friends, but not yet a couple...you know how that feels? PW said that if a dense person like her can feel it, why not I? Okie, i admit that i'm quite slow in this sort of things, but if i dun feel it, why doesn't he say it to me? My theory is that if he doesn't say it (ie, confess his feelings to me), how would i know it? I just feel that he's a super nice person, not only to me but to everyone as well..Hmm...God, what shall i do with him??
Saturday, April 08, 2006
08042006
There've been plenty of things that happened recently that touched me to the bottom of my heart...simple and small things that really touched me to the core..
Last night i received a sms from my ex student. He told me that he's gotten into NYP. It may sound trival to you ppl but keep in mind, he's from ITE. When i 1st taught him, he's in Sec 2 normal tech, bad in maths and english. Things start picking up at the end of sec 2 and i taught him for 3 yrs till his N Level at sec 4. His grades picked up during the 3 yrs, especially his maths.
Bit by bit he's showing interest in maths and he works hard to achieve his dreams...I'm glad that at least i'm able to show him that math's not that difficult to learn and that it's within his means to score for it. He's a very gifted boy..very gifted in art. The sketches that he'd are very life-like and he has a flair for design. We're more like friends than teacher-student so he likes to tell me about his day in school and his dream - to be an architect.
It's been yrs since i last saw him, but without fail, he'll sms me during CNY and constantly update me on his progress..when he managed to get into ITE of his choice, to now when he got a place in Poly...and everytime he progresses, he never fails to say "thank-you cher"...last night i almost teared. Thank you Junhong! I should be the one who says thank-you to you for giving me a chance to teach you and to experience this amazing feeling you've given me. JIA YOU Junhong! WO TING NI DAO DI!!
Friday, April 07, 2006
06042006
2 weeks back, my lab organized a tea-party for our participants and it's a success. Phew, Sam and I took alot of effort to organise it, of course, with the help of the rest of the members, including the Sleep team. Hence when Boss came back from the States last Monday, he promised to give us a half-day off to enjoy. Yesterday, Boss fulfilled his promise and took the lab to SICC (Singapore Island Country Club) to celebrate. I've never been to SICC..SICC's really ulu leh..the cab driver just went round and round the winding road up to SICC..the scenery's beautiful. So we had lunch by the pool...my boss's really the ultimate. He placed the food orders from the phone when one of us just have to walk a little way in to place the order at the counter..That's my boss man!
Then we bowled and played pool. The best part has yet to come. For a start, i can't find no. 7 ball to bowl. No. 6's too tight for my grip, No. 8's too heavy for me..In the end, i settled for No. 8. We had the SLABS vs. Sleep competition and as usual (not that i brag), the SLABS team won and the prize's Delifrance coffee. But yesterday's just really not the day for us to bowl..Vinod , the star player in the team, scored consecutive 9s in the game..and we're like..'C'MON!This is just not happening!!"..and then i almost went with the ball to the clutter-i almost slipped and fell at the lane..It's just not our day lah..so anyway, Vinod and I decided to stay for a 2nd game and that's where things start going wrong. Just into the start of the 2nd game, i was preparing to bowl the ball and suddenly the ball just got stuck at my fingers. It's only when i use a little bit more of force at the end of the swing that the ball came out of my grip and what happened was that...yesh, you've guessed it..the ball went flying out of my lane and landed onto the concrete floor (we're at the 1st lane), not before hitting the pvc covering at the side of the lane 1st. I just simply covered my eyes..I don't dare to see what'll happen to the ball..Vinod has to go and collect my ball back and the staff came to check and noticed the crack at the side of the lane. OMG, i was really freaked out by it..Seriously freaked out..
Boss went out for a live radio interview so we got to wait for him to come back to settle it...When Boss came back, he's smiling and his mood looks good enough when i confess the mishap to him...They said they'll call him after the maintence ppl assessed the damage and i told Boss to charge it to my acc. Boss's kind enough not to throw a fuss about it and scold me...just told me it's okay..which makes me feel even worse...Oh God,how did this happened?? The incident just spoilt my day..really...I was feeling worse even when i went church in the evening..i just dun feel good about damaging things...I should have been more careful..
Prayer: "God, I thank you for keeping me safe from the flying bowling ball, but i wish i'd be injured, rather having to damage other's property...I thank you for Boss's kindess and generousity yesterday...for being such a nice boss to everyone...Thank you Lord. I pray that you'll watch over me always, keeping me out of trouble. I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ, your son, Amen."
Monday, April 03, 2006
03042006
Friends have been complaining that i dun update my blog often and because of this, they dun really know what i've been up to and hence understand me less. Sometimes i wonder how many of my friends out there who are faithful enough to see my blog every now to update themselves of me...Not many i guess...will these friends please stand up??
Baptism's coming in another 2 weeks...been really excited about it. I've been through like 1+ yrs of bible classes to come to this stage and i'm really looking forward to being a catholic. Many of my friends are supportive of me...and many will be turning up for my baptism...Thank you buddies! Thank you for going to come for my baptism. It sure means alot to me..Haven't bought the dress for baptism...a white one at that...gosh, looks like i'm getting married..hehe
I want to get a phone....okie okie..friends who read this must been thinking "she's been at this for a couple of years and so when's she really getting the phone?"..yesh yesh, dun nag at me..this time's for real..but i can't find the perfect phone...I'm a perfectionist leh..I saw the Sony Ericsson's w900i..really like it..but it's really ex lor...1000+ leh w/o any plan...how??I have a feeling that i might be getting the nokia 6111 or the samsung D600...but i dun like samsung and i dun really like the camera for nokia 6111 leh..I'm such a troublesome gal...perfect phone ah perfect phone..when will you appear in my life????
Enough of nagging..time to sleep and wake up to work tom..Sianz...more pts tomorrow...
Prayer: "Thank God for the wonderful day..at least i think it's a wonderful day..Boss's happie and everyone's happie..hence i'm happie..hehe..I'm keeping all the young cathecists in mind as i pray..hope that everything'll turn well for them and that they survive through all the ordeals till their baptism day. God, keep me in your thoughts everyday and i hope with this in mind, i'll be able to survive anythings that'll happen! Amen."
Sunday, February 05, 2006
05022006
Celebrated my 2x (cannot reveal my age here) birthday yesterday...it was unbelievable...Thanks to Lily, Gevelle, Edwin, Alice, Verene, Spencer, Zhaowei and Qiusong for the night!!Thanks buddies!
..Actually, my bdae didn't started out to be a very good day for me...1stly, ZW was supposed to give me his whole day yesterday..I was planning to go Sentosa with him in the day and dinner at night with the rest of the gang..I waited for his call for the whole day till 2pm...finally i can't wait any longer and sms him if we're still having dinner (i typed it all in CAPS to show my anger with him..)..and he replied that he's sick and can't make it at all! When i received his sms in the bus, i really feel like crying lor...i mean, you idiot made me waited the whole day for you, only to hear that you're sick and can't make it afterall...It's a really bad start for my bdae...I really feel like killing him..
Ed came to fetch me to Villa Bali for the dinner...and throughout the ride along the ECP, I just kept on complaining to him about my bad day and ZW....non-stop till we even missed the AYE exit. In the end we ended up exiting at Buona Vista and had to make a u-turn. The best part's we lost our way...In the end i've to go to the NTUC to grab one street directory. When we reached the pub, Ed wanted to strangle me cause we just realized that i'm the one who gave the wrong landmarks to him in the 1st place...Sorry Ed! As we're seated at our own private pavilion seats, ZW and his bro came! It's really a surprise..I was really happie to see them! My buddies actually gang up with them to play the tricks on me lor...Well Done guys!
Dinner @ Villa Bali's good...everyone like the place...we went DblO after that....Drank tequila shots, half-jug of bourbon and had a "alcohol syringe"(it's this big stringe with alcohol and you drink from the syringe and it tasted pretty fruity)...1/2 hr later, i can't take it anymore and puke at the dancefloor. Luckily no one's dancing in front of our table to kena the vomit...it's a lot my god!Felt much better after puking and rested at the pool room after that till 4am..Goodness, this is really quite an experience...(side-note: there's this cute guy (lily said he's cute) standing in front of me when i puke and offered me his wet tissues...So Sweet....Thanks cutie)
Everyone (okie, almost everyone) was holding onto a plastic bag as Ed drove to the ECP Mac for breakfast at 430am..it's quite a hilarious sight..Luckily no one vomited in his brand new car..if not Ed's gonna cry..Was a bit hungry after puking out all my dinner so had some hotcakes...then it was Spencer's turn to puke..Goodness...By the time i reach home, it's already 7am..What a birthday..haha...never gonna forget about it (i guess my buddies will not forget about the embarrassing puking session at DblO too!!)
Sunday, November 20, 2005
20112005
It's been 3 mths since i updated my blog...my ka-poh friends(you know who you are) are urging me to update on my exciting life, or so they thought...
Went to collect my family photo this afternoon and everyone in the family's like "why i look like that??It's not ME at all!!"....When they complain that they have big arms, i got the photographer to trim it down and all i got from my sis's "why's my arm so thin???"---i was like "dun you prefer that the pic's reality??Aren't you the one who kept asking me to get the person to trim it down for ya????"...Trust me, my family gave me the whole afternoon's headache..it did not help that i paid for the photography and photos...it cost over 1k alright?? I din pay 1k+ to get this you know??Well, what can i do about it??
Suddenly got into this habit of reading my colleague's blog...really curious about what she writes about the work, about us (poor us have to stand her everyday), about our boss, about everything in her life...You know why i'm so into knowing her??Not that she's fantastic...but rather, she's weird, annnoying weird to be exact...She always have something to say about things i said/do or comments to give to everybody, take things into her own accord, laugh at the un-funniest thing that has been said or done during work....Everything....sometimes i just feel like strangling her...just hate working in the same room with her...The only thing i'm glad about is that i'm not the only one in the lab who have these feelings towards her....but everyone mask it rather well i must say...Perhaps i should do that too...
Prayer:"God, thank you for the oh-so-wonderful Sunday...no really, thank you for the past week...I've had fun when boss not around in the lab for the past 2 weeks...Though not everything's going perfectly well, i can't say they're bad too...and that's enough for me...i wanna a stable and peaceful life...and your love gave me enormous strength to stay calm in the wildest storm going in my life and i'm grateful to you Lord for that...Do start the day with me Lord, i need you! In the name of the Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen."
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